I don't know if this is an appropriate time for telling you this. I don't know what results you're expecting of this post and I can probably tell by your mockery face that you are already feeling bored to read this piece of text. But be patient, cause I'm testing yours. You, irrespective of time reading this post, have time remaining, whether today or tomorrow. If you have today, be sure to give your best and if not, then be prepared for tomorrow to follow all the steps that I mention below. I'm sure it'll help you to uplift your perspective. Another thing to tell, I don't know how you'll be taking this. Whether this will be a tight slap of motivation or just another silly thing you just wish to read and let it go. That is the way you take it.
Let me ask you a question. Have you ever lived a day when you gave your 100% on the work your did? Is that day just a hinge in your memory? You gave your all on that day. Is there any?
Here two conditions arise. Either "YES" or "NO". Someone could also bring some other shitty reasons like "Ah, I don't know. I couldn't remember". If you're the third one, simply close the tab of my blog and go surf Facebook and like photos of nude celebrities, chat with the girl you like, watch Porn or do whatever you want as you always do. This blog is not for you. You must simply be able to accept your defeats and victories. If you don't have that capability, go build some, don't waste time reading useless stuffs and watching non-sense videos.
Most probably, you may be wondering around "NO". So, if "NO" here are two questions for you.
1) How do you know what your full potential is and if you give your 100% what is the efficiency that will be resulting?
2) Don't you wanna know how it feels like?
Remember, life is all about pushing boundaries and making things happen. Why don't you act like the actors that define your every inch of imagination? He/She is a superhero and is constantly defying the odds. He has that self-control ability, self-discipline, laws that please people at any instant and the willpower of never giving up whatever be the situation. If you love one, why don't you try to be one? If you love your super-hero, why not become one instead? Let me ask you a question
Do you believe you are a hero?
Just say what comes in your mind, do not compare yourself to the boy in the class everybody loves. Do not compare yourself to the girl in your classroom who everybody is fond of. Do not compare yourself to the guy in the first-desk who is answering every question raised by the professor. Do not compare yourself with the girl on your side who is coding every bit of code that you don't understand. Do not compare yourself with your "best-friend" despite he/she becoming your best, is one step ahead of you.
Just think of your future, all the plans that you made. Think of the person you'd like to be. Think of the things that you want to achieve. Do you still think you can't make it? Do you want me to tell you that the dreams that you're dreaming of is just a dream and you can never reach at that point in your life? Do you want me to tell you that you're a useless shit of creation? NO.
I do know that you choose to believe that you'll achieve everything you've dreamt of. I know that you choose to believe a girl with good behavior, independent and not fearing to move on to her dreams. I do know that you choose to be a guy who is never tired of listening to his fears and constantly live his life happily whatever be the circumstances around him. So, if you choose yourself to be good, to be happy, to be content, to be strong in the future, why not act it on today? What defines future? In a simplistic view of reality, tomorrow is your future. Bits of tomorrow added makes future. And what is tomorrow? The result of the present is your tomorrow. So, if you do not give your best today, I'm sure tomorrow won't be different either. I'm sure you know to gain something, you have to sacrifice something. I know you have cheered many times sitting in the front on your TV where an actor sacrifices something to gain something beautiful. The beauty he acquires may be a girl/a job/ a position/ or in simple sense "Happiness". So, what everything points out is that you know what is wrong in your life and you are not giving your 100% in making it better.
When was the last time you discovered something new in yourself? Do not go in the flow of the words. I asked you a question dumbass, answer it first. Read that question again and ask yourself and tell the true answer. The answer truly, there's no point on lying yourself. I know it will take a time because you are living your life in repetition. There's nothing new going in your life and you're following the same routine as yesterday which to me makes no sense. For a person to say that I can do this and I will, it takes a lot of courage and also one must have faith in their abilities. I know you lack both. You don't have that courage and faith, that is what explains the uncertainty of yourself to believe in something you do. The uncertainty simply occurs because in the past you've experienced something of the similar kind and in the present people around you constantly remind you that you're worthless and nothing of a beautiful kind. Well, underlying your two reasons and explaining them, tell me if you have the uncertainty of the past, aren't you living in your past? Life is all about creating a better tomorrow not stinging to rotten past. I know it's much difficult to do in life rather to say but tell me honestly do you want to say yourself a loser? Now do not say "YES" simply because you now are unable to do some task, or unable to pass your exam, or unable to be brilliant in the classroom as others are. Just say do you want yourself to call a "LOSER" and see yourself in the front of the mirror and exclaim yourselff "AH, LOOK HERE'S A LOSER". I assume you told "NO" to every question, maybe not openly but to yourself. That means you do not want yourself to be called a loser and don't want to be one. So that provokes the feeling of the winner in you. It still means you have that fire inside you to become a winner, a super-hero in your own life. As I already mentioned above, you've never given your 100% and you've never truly known your potential. That means every self-image you've created is based on failure not on success. It is based on lack of reliable data on yourself and your abilities. Thinking you can't do it is the first major blow that you are already out of the race. So, think of it, if you've come this far just with your negative self-image think how far you can go with the positive self-image of yours.
Let me remind you one thing. Nobody is going to help you. Nobody will fight for you. Nobody will take your hands and wipe away all your insecurities, sadness and thoughts like wiping mirror with a clean cloth. But here's a good news. You have that capability to do things for yourself, to be the one you've always dreamt of, to do the things that will truly make you feel accomplished and deeply happy. You always know when you're deeply happy and remember the instance you were deeply happy, it will always be because of "YOU". That's the power in you. You can make yourself happy like no-one ever did. If you were left alone in a island with no sight of available food, I know you'd give your everything to find something to eat that will satisfy your appetite. So, when it comes to survival you even do not know what beast you'll turn up to. So, take situations in your life lightly as you're a superhero because superhero never takes stress about the life situation. They have the solution to problems and then again the good news is you know your problems and you know the solutions as well(yes you know it). THAT WHAT MAKES YOU A SUPERHERO!
So, today promise to me and promise to yourself that you will give your 100% no matter what and see the true colors of self-satisfaction and your true worth in life.
